I can sum up everything about life in 3 words: It goes on

My Feelings-

Back in botak island where we train the basics, there are people from all walks of life. There are the cool and the uncool, the smart and the dumb, the fit and the unfit, the achiever and the follower. Somehow I manage to do quite well, and I was an elite among the slump.

Now in the place where everyone is good and everyone is an officer to be, I find myself becoming a slump among the elites.

It's really hard to go on sometimes, physically and mentally. Becoming an officer seems so far away for me. I always ask myself, am I good enough? Can I make it?

But today I remembered my botak island friends.
I remembered those who are weak, but were ignored by the stronger people.
I remembered those who needed help, but were always ignored by the ones who are able to help.
I remembered those who are unpopular, and were always mocked by the majority.

That's the reason why I want to be an officer. To have the power to change the destiny of the people whom the world choose to belittle. I must not give up!

6:48 PM

I can bring the stars and the moon to your door,

But I can't make you happy.

I can gather all the flowers in the world for you to adore,

But I can't make you happy.

I can dedicate to you the finest fireworks in the world that no one can ignore,

But I can't make you happy.

I can carry your burdens and share your chores,

But I can't make you happy.

I can stand by your side and be there at your call,

But I can't make you happy.

I can stand in the sun and kneel till the rain withdraw,

But I can't make you happy.

There's no pain in this world that for you I won't endure,

But I can't make you happy.

Happiness is decided by oneself. Sometimes, it's not about what you can do. If she can't be happy with you, then she'll never be.

6:26 PM